Nothing's worth it. And worse, No one's worth it.

Every time.
Man, just every time.

It's an unlimited roller coaster ride.
A cycle.
Happening over and over again.
And worse?
I keep riding the same fucking thrill.

Like what the fuck is wrong with you Lilah?
Didn't we had this conversation before?
Haven't we been here before?
Come on, you know the drill.
You've ridden the same thing countless of times.

Yet here we are again.
Anticipating the next ride.
Hoping that this time, it'd be different.

Hell, no.
Stop expecting.
Life gets so much easier.

You were doing so much better,
Until you lose focus again,
And again,
You try,
You give another chance,
You believe that things have changed.
That it's fucking worth it.

But no.

Nothing's worth it.
And worse,
No one's worth it.

Please,
just,
stop,
caring.

Who cares if they leave?
Leave them first.
Let them know they're not your loss.
After all, you've survived this long by yourself.
You can definitely last a few more years.

How much I hate people.
And when I say people, I say people.
Plural form.

Who cares if shit happens?
There'd be no difference.
Let everything fall to pieces.
After all. it's not your loss.
You can definitely rebuild another.

Trust me,
It passes time off.

And before you know it,
you have lived.