I am done playing along

I'm over him.

There, I said it.
I am officially ending this pointless pursuit,
Because when Lilah Gran says so, I do so.

They say love is blind.
Relax, it wasn't love at all.
But that's my argument right there.

I got preoccupied with his swag and his smile and his stories,
And the fact that I see him everyday didn't help,
That I have forgotten about the things that matter.
At least what I want to believe mattered.

It will not work between us.
I'm too young to settle down.
And I think at his age, he's looking for a lot more than a summer fling.
He could be way too serious for me.
And our lifestyles are polar opposites.

We live in different versions of reality.
One way or another, we will part ways.

And his reality I have finally figured out.
Mind you, it wasn't that impressive.

I was moved by his eagerness to be friends so quickly,
That I dwelled in the illusion of "what could be".

Also, I got bored lol
Whether the progress is too slow, or there's no progress at all,
I am done playing along.