I feel like I've entered a bubble

Now what? Hear me laughing *here*

I feel like I've entered a bubble and that same bubble is going to pop in a week or two. Where did my "reason" go? I have allowed feelings to sweep me by and I'm mocking myself for it. I thought stupidity comes disguised when you're in pursuit of someone. Call it ego but I never used to chase anyone. Yet this time I'm seeing my stupidity so vividly and I'm letting it be. I literally entered the train of "I'll figure it out later when it's too late".

All of this is a disaster waiting to happen, but I refuse to let go. I'm enjoying the ride quite so well and I guess I'll just ready myself for the big jump and hopefully find somewhere tolerable to land, that's if I don't die on the spot.