Honestly, I just want him to die.

Honestly, I just want him to die.

Please die so I could finally breathe. I can finally call things mine. I can finally call my own shots. I can finally own my mistakes. I can finally breathe.

Please, just die. You have lived long enough.

So let me live this time.

The aftermath would be a shock, and a lot of work. But it will be tolerable, it will be worth it.