I am toxic to myself but I can't stop. I have no idea what I'm doing right now. I'm really just living in regret of everything I did and hoping the world ends before payback time. I feed on a constant escape by pretending everything's under control. I hide behind the doors of my dormitory. I formulate excuses not to go home because facing home means facing reality. I stand in front of my own reflection and I feel ashamed. I can't recognize my own face so I put on a mask to fake my own courage. And I even dragged along Aaron to make it seem more believable.
Oh God,
I am on the brink of falling apart
And I can't breathe
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