For some reason I’m too scared to turn 25. I look around me and I still haven’t founded anything. I could retrace my life and easily regret my decision to enter lawschool. I wonder, because what if I didn’t resign? I’d probably be somewhere else, purchasing my condo nearest Ortigas where I used to work. I’d have a different set of friends and I’d go to a different grocery store every weekend.
It’s so easy to imagine a different life but it’s a complete waste of time. Later I realized all of these fears and unnecessary thoughts are all part of my growth. I switch my perspective and I know I am where I should be. I have Aaron constantly accepting me back after a bitch session. I have people in my life that inspires me every single day. I look back at the recent years and realize that I am here because I didn’t want to be there in the first place. I think for a while I have forgotten who I am, and what I can do. I entered lawschool because of so many reasons. It’s not exactly a well paved road but at least I am following a trail.
A professor once told the class, “It’s not a matter of ‘if’ but a matter of ‘when’. You will be lawyers. The basis is when.” I’d like to apologize to every single person I’ve offended in the previous year. But I think part of my future job requires offending people all the time 🤣. This is just my raw thoughts and it probably doesn’t make sense. Haha happy 25th birthday self. We’re old to a 10 year old but definitely young for a 30. It’s a matter of perspective.
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