Tired

I am so tired.
Tired of trying.
Tired of caring.
Tired of doing something I don't want to do.
Tired of being with someone I don't like.
Tired of being nice.
Tired of being a lie.


When the preachers say, "We are created in the image and the likeness of God, therefore, we are naturally good. We only become sinners by the choices we make."


I say no. I think I was naturally evil. I just choose to act differently.


I try.
I try to care.
I try to do things.
I try to deal with people.
I try to be nice.
I try not to lie.
These are the choices I make.


But sometimes I'm just so tired.
I get so tired I just want to be evil.