I finally get it

Growing up, my greatest flaw is always at the foot of decision making. I always find myself unable to decide on things as small as picking out a dress to big time decisions like choosing a career. And all this time I've always wondered why.

Until, I finally get it.

I finally understood why.

And the reason driving this unfortunate side-effect of being me is also the reason why I so love being me.

What makes me different from normal people.

My mind.

You can call it complicated and declare it cool.

It's the pressure really. Why do I have to share Albert Einstein's birthday? Now I have this psychological hunger for specialty.

It's my mind's fucked up disposition. You've probably read it somewhere between my social accounts and this blog. So there's no need for me to elaborate on the matter.

I've always seen things equally.
I've always tried to empathize.
I've always listened to both sides.

And I'm good at it.

However, being unbiased made me the fool one.
Having to understand both sides left me with no sides.

Finally now I get it.

It's exactly why.