Ever since I was a kid I convinced myself that I want to be professional and get a normal job like normal people do and maybe excel in that job unlike most people. But really, maybe, the urge to work isnt really my heart's desire but my mind's. I wanted it. I chose it, so I created a version of myself that loves the job. Because the thing is, what I really wanted in life wasn't happiness, it's success. Happiness to me coincides with success. I thought being successful will make me happy. So the path I laid down for myself isn't for my happiness, but a path that will make me successful, so I sketched these dreams... of law school of banking and finance that I built around that goal of mine. It was exciting at first. I felt like an actor heading to work everyday, mimicing what people normally do, but at the end of the day, Andy Biersack's words still haunts me.
"So I won't walk down the same old road that they all follow. It only leads to a life not meant for me."
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