Indestructible

I thought when I grow up, I'd free myself of the leashes and I can do whatever the hell I want. I thought the restraints in my heart are a result of my teenage poetry bluff, but now that I am grown, and out of school, I feel more restrained than ever. I realized there's a bigger wall outside the one I've been trying to demolish the past two decades. And the moment I reached the other side, I found out that the bigger wall, the one they refer to as "society", is actually indestructible.