I am hurt.
Extremely hurt.
This time is different. He knew it would anger me, yet he still did it. It's not ignorance anymore. I cannot just let it go. I am hurt.
It was easy to forgive him before. He wasn't aware he was making me mad. He didn't know I would overreact. But he knew this time. He knew and yet he still did it.
I think he intentionally hurt me. And that bothers me.
Maybe it's not his job anymore, maybe the problem roots from his attitude itself. I've tried to support him, every ounce I got. It's so unfair. It's just his first day and he could ignore me like this. Imagine when he gets totally busy. I cannot take myself there. I cannot allow myself to be taken advantage like this.
This is different.
He did it on purpose.
And it hurts.
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