Long shot

 They tell you to face your biggest fear. And I just faced mine. 

I submitted my story "Dreams" for publication, in numerous platforms. I also submitted a compilation of all my "Lilah Gran Thoughts". Let's see where it goes, if it goes anywhere at all. 

I am scared of submission because I am scared of rejection. But if Law School taught me anything these last 7 years of my life, is that I am slave to rejection. I am good at it. I thrive in rejection. If my life consists of anything right now, it is that - REJECTION.

It's funny because it doesn't bother me at all. It might as well be too easy. Too easy to expect the worst. What else could happen anyway? I win? Yeah right, long shot. 

Would have been nice though, I can finally call myself a writer. And we would have made it. 

But yeah, long shot.