Maybe if I keep writing

 RM just released a solo album and I envy him. I envy him because he did not stop thinking. I envy him because he embraced his poetry. I start to wonder why did I let go of mine. I can blame the world for denying me of opportunities. I can blame myself for not having the courage to. 

But in his recent interview with fellow member, Suga, RM said, "So if you ask me what made me the person I am today, I think it was a mix of accidental acquaintances, and fate, or coincidence that became a meaningful organic thing." Never have I heard someone speak so eloquently outside of literature. Singers usually sing. Writers write. Speakers speak. But combined it all in one and you have RM. The last time I've seen this, was Michael Jackson.

I wonder what it would be like to be in a conversation with him. I want to hear his thoughts - the wisdom behind his triumphs and personal battles. I want to hear about the books he enjoyed reading, the art he enjoyed seeing, and the people he enjoyed meeting.

Maybe if I keep writing it will reach him. My goal is to write a book that RM will recommend.