Kapag pinatawad kita mahihirapan ka. Matagal bago ako makakarecover. I will end up bringing it back again and again, joke or not. I will be paranoid, everytime you mention Hannah. I will always think it was "more than just yosi", and madalas niyong ginagawa yun. Just the two of you, talking about your life's problems because I am not enough. I don't motivate you enough that you find the need to rely on something and someone to calm you. I've always tried to understand you. I always choose to see your good side because I don't want to lose you. Many times now you've lied to me, and worse, many times too you've broken your promises to me. I've always been 100% real to you. Hindi ako nagsinungaling sayo ever. I've told you all of my secrets because I trust you. I don't anymore. Even when I say that I believe you now, deep down I'll always wonder if that was a lie you just said to me. I know it will hurt you. You hate being judged after all. Pero I can't hurry up the process of recovery because I'll end up lying to myself. And I'm not a liar.
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