#IWASTHERE: Neverland presents Young Gunz

I wasn't really planning to go. If you ask me a year ago, I was certain I wouldn't be in the Philippines at this time. But I was. So therefore, I had to go.

I was completely bored. Perhaps we came in too early (at 9pm), or perhaps it's simply just boring. Either way, I didn't enjoy the music festival as much as I often do. 

Every transaction inside is cashless, which reminded me a little bit of Closeup Forever Summer. But this time, they do it in "tokens" which could get easily lost. They come in "chips", how ironic considering the recent tragedy with Resorts World. 

There wasn't as many food stalls as Chroma Music Festival, which leads me to think Chroma may come closer to a second to Closeup Forever Summer as the most lit festival ever. It was held at the same venue in Makati, so I expected the same convenience regards the restroom accessibility. However this time, that is not the case. They had the "legit" restrooms off-limits for unknown reasons. 

I suppose for a Gold ticket holder, Neverland seemed fair by allowing everyone at the mosh pit. And speaking of the moshpit, it was the most dead crowd I've ever encountered in my life. It wasn't even that  suffocating. I believe I can still dance tango there. Everyone was just standing there, making it damn awkward. Even at 11pm, there was no progress.

I try to convince myself that "time" has something to do with the mood. Neverland lasts until 3am, and Blasterjaxx doesn't come on stage until 1am. Maybe the set was just unlit. But regardless, I see far better energy elsewhere than right there. And even so, Julian Jordan (A-lister DJ in my opinion) worked the stage at 10pm, and still nothing. There were a few people dancing and having fun, but majority was just on their phones. 

I could imagine the set for Firebeatz and Blasterjaxx. Those would have been amazing. After all, they were the icing in the cake. But what about the first few sets? I've never seen a crowd so bored at a music festival. There wasn't even that many people. Again, was it just too early? I can't prove otherwise because my friends and I decided to leave early. 

It was that boring.

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How to survive a music festival

I recently went to a music festival, last night actually. And I came to the realization that surviving music festivals can be quite challenging without the right instruments. I've been to a handful of music festivals in the past years, so I thought I'd share my acquired experience to the crowd.

A music festival usually lasts if not 12 hours, then 8 or 9. It's very different from a regular concert where you're only there to see one act. A music festival at most showcases 17 artists, some local some international.

Before I start, let me just say that my experiences is limited by national territory. I've never been to a music festival outside Philippines (no camps here), so I have no idea what they bring in theirs.

Also, I can't speak in behalf of the dudes.

DO I BRING A BAG?

I recommend you to bring one. There are options. Let me break it up for you. Some people wear backpacks (not the JanSport kind please, some festivals actually forbid those). Wear backpacks that are small and lightweight. Backpacks are nice if you're going for a themed outfit or a costume. 

Some girls carry body bags (designer excluded), which is also an option. You can wear it over your shoulder or over your body.

Another option is a clutch or a wristlet. But I don't really recommend it. Because you have to hold it, although you can fit your phone and money, worse case scenario is that you'll forget about it and lose it. Especially when you're filming and you're also holding your phone or jumping around in the mosh pit. That could be difficult. If you're holding two things at the same time, you might forget one. "You can't serve two masters at once."

I recommend either a drawstring bag or a waterproof phone bag.

A drawstring bag is your bet when you're planning to stay for six hours or more, especially when you're going to film and use your phone a lot. Because if you do, you'd definitely need a power bank. If you're not really going for a themed outfit or costume, then bring a drawstring bag. It's very convenient. It's as light as feather! And it won't randomly zip open (because it has no zipper), but it can still hold all your stuff.

Another option if you're staying for less than 3 hours or perhaps you're simply confident you'll survive with less items with you is a waterproof phone bag. They're small enough to carry around your neck, but big enough to fit other stuff too (like cash and ID).

Tips:

Do not use your pockets if you have one! Your things could fall off while you're dancing and somebody might even pickpocket you.

Do not use your bag pockets either! I once put my phone there and I lost it. So please, do not put anything there! 

Hold your phone too! You're gonna be filming the entire time anyway, let's face it. I'm telling you, it won't get in the way when you dance or pump your fist or clap. You can do all that while holding your phone. That way you're aware that you're holding it and you won't lose it. No one's going to be snatching it anyway because how the hell is he going to escape? Bouncers are gonna be lurking  around and a music festival is too crowded for him to dart off.

If you decide to join the mosh pit, better if you could place your backpack in front of you. That way you can see it.

Most especially, be conscious! And you can only be conscious if you're sane. Meaning, don't get too drunk! You can get tipsy but I don't recommend you getting too drunk. You can enjoy the show without getting wasted, seriously.

CAN I WEAR A HAT?

Yes. The rule is that there is no rule. The best part about music festivals is that people get crazy. Experiment with your accessories! If you have access to it, wear anything LED or Glow in the dark. Don't be surprised to see people dress up when you get to music festivals. Fashion is twinning with music since the start of time. 

If you do wear hats, I recommend the snapbacks and not the strapbacks. That way when you feel like taking it off, you can easily clip it on your belt loop or on your bag handle. Either hat works but I'm just saying that a snapback is more convenient. Saves time and effort.

Some people also wear fedora or boater hats on music festivals. Those can look nice (if you're going for the boho look), but if you don't care about those kind of stuff, there's no need to wear a fedora. You'd have nowhere to put it down and you can't squeeze it in your bag because it's going to get deformed. After all, at a music festival, you're definitely going to sweat... like a lot. If you're going to a music festival to hang out with friends at a corner, with your mat and music in the background, then go ahead wear whatever you want. But if you're entering the mosh pit, do not wear a fedora or a boater. People there will be annoyed, and so will you when people start pushing.

What I recommend you wearing is a bandana. It has double or triple purpose. It could work as a handkerchief (to wipe your face with), something to sit on, and also to keep your hair away from your face (or as a ponytail). Bandanas can save your life.

Other people wear feathers or flowers on their hair. Just make sure they're clipped on just right or else it might annoy you when it starts to fall off when you jump around.

If you're going to the venue early and the sun is still out, bring your sunglasses with you. Whatever, you can wear sunglasses at night and nobody cares.

I don't recommend rings because once you start pumping your fist in the air, it might fall of and hit somebody in the face. But if you do wear one, make sure it fits you.

Don't wear any expensive accessories because worse case scenario, it might get broken or get stolen.

Chokers are perfect for music festivals because they're cute and they stay in place. I recommend the stretchy kind so it's comfortable. Do not wear necklaces with huge pendants because when you jump around, it's going to hit your face.

WHAT DO I DO WITH MY HAIR?

Again, if you're going for a theme, go ahead rock a hair bow if you want. But a simple do would be a bun. If you're entering the mosh pit, consider tying your hair. Braids are a favorite on music festivals, so if you can do it yourself or you have someone to do it for you, make do!

If you decide to wear your hair down, just make sure you bring a ponytail just in case you want to pull it up after several hours of dancing. In this case, a bandana can save your life.

WHAT DO I WEAR?

Alas the famous question. I recommend you to wear something cute but comfortable. If you can rock the sleeveless, then better, because it can get abnormally hot. But don't wear the totally sleeveless one (without straps) because it might fall off when you start jumping. If you do, make sure it's tight.  If you're not comfortable with sleeveless, it's okay, wear T-shirts. If you're not comfortable with your belly rolls, it's okay too, wear something loose. But anyway no one would be judging you if you wear a bikini top at the festival. Maybe wear mesh over it. That would look cool. People wear rampers, jumpers and dresses too (wear shorts when you do). I recommend shorts because they're comfortable and it doesn't get as hot. Some people wear jeans, but seldom you find one or two in the crowd.  They tend to get uncomfortable when it gets too hot. Like I said, expect people dressing up for the occasion. If you're not into that, it's cool, you don't need to. Fitting in doesn't fit in on music festivals. Do you hunny.

If you're entering the mosh pit, I recommend wearing a sports bra instead of a regular bra. After all you'd be jumping around.

Research the recommended wear if they post one. Follow their social media accounts. Some music festivals have dress codes (sucks right) because some are held on stricter venues. Check if the place is indoor or outdoor. If indoor, then probably it's air-conditioned. But don't go all the way to wearing a leather jacket! It can still get hot because of the volume of people there. I recommend a plaid shirt (they're famous for the grunge look). It can look cute when you put it over your shoulder, or maybe tie it on your waist, but it can also be quite useful when you sit on the ground or if it gets cold. Or if you're desperate, you can use it to wipe your face from sweat. Hey no judgment. 

For example at the Chroma Music Festival, they recommend wearing white because they're going to be tossing colored powder on the crowd. Things like that matters. Get informed!

In terms of footwear, I recommend sneakers. Or pretty much anything without laces or heels. You'd be jumping around so make sure you've prepped your shoes to the occasion. Don't wear something new you haven't stretched out yet. 

If you're entering the mosh pit, don't wear sandals. People are going to step on you and it will hurt. I guess you can wear heels or sandals when you're just going to chill with your friends at the corner.

People wear boots and that's okay. But don't go all the way high to the knee. You're going to sweat and die (kidding). Maybe wear ankle boots with one inch heel is fine. Most important tip is: know yourself. If you're confident you can rock those heels, then go ahead. But I don't recommend it. Basically if you're going for the first time, it'd be a trial phase. Get to know where you vibe. There's a spot at a music festival for everybody.

DO I WEAR MAKEUP?

If you're going for a theme, then coordinate with your theme. That's fine. Again, nobody cares. But for your convenience, do not wear heavy makeup. It will run down. Personally, I don't. I just wear foundation, mascara,  lipstick (sometimes not even lipstick because it will wear off), contour, and brows. Make sure you wear makeup that's long lasting and waterproof at that if you care that much.

Oh and there's no need for a touch up. Maybe bring pressed powder (not the loose kind because that can be questionable) or your lipstick. That's fine.

HOW MUCH DO I BRING?

Don't bring too much! Don't bring any less! Food inside will be expensive. Even the water will be expensive. Water bottles usually cost Php80-100 at minimum. 

Personally, I bring Php1,000 to Php2,000. I have enough money for an emergency appetite and less to consider a great loss.

Now don't bring your actual wallet. That will weigh you. Bring a small pouch or a smaller wallet. You only need cash, maybe a debit card if you get stranded, and an ID. 

Even better, I recommend you don't bring a wallet at all! Carry a silicone phone case instead and put your cash and ID in between. That way you have your phone and money with you. Since you're holding your phone, then you're basically holding your entire life with you (phone and money). What are the odds you'll lose it? I think, personally, it's harder to manage a phone and a wallet, rather than having it as one item.

You can also insert stubs there, because most of the time you get free drinks on stubs. You don't want to lose those.

WHAT IF I'M DRIVING THERE?

Even better! Bring all the unnecessary stuff if you please. Bring a change of clothes, meds in case you get an ache somewhere afterwards, etc. And if you do bring a car, make sure that you, if you plan to enter the venue at 5pm, to come earlier. Again, do your research. See where the parking is. And expect traffic if it's some big event. Consider the pricing (if they cost per hour then bring extra cash), the time you'll spend actually looking for a slot, and the operating hours. Some parking lots aren't open for 24 hours. So if you're leaving at 1am or 2am, then you won't get your car until they open  the next day (with extra cost). Or if a parking lot charges differently for an "overnight" parking, make sure you ask how much they cost. 

Now if you're bringing your car, make sure you don't lose your keys, please. What I do is I attach it to my wallet. That way it's all in one (again). But if you're not carrying a wallet or your wallet doesn't have a hook to clip your keys on, then make sure to clip your car keys with a keychain. That way it's easier to find and it won't just slip out of your zipper bag. If your bag has an inside zipper pocket, keep it there.

DO'S AND DON'T'S

Check the official website and/or official media account. They usually post FAQs weeks earlier. Sometimes they even post a schedule so you can anticipate. These are the typical do's and don't's with some of mine.

DO'S

• Bring ID. Usually music festivals are 18+. Even if they don't require you to present ID, always bring one.
• Bring towel/ tissue/ wet wipes. Girl, you're going to be sweating.
• Bring power bank! Gauge your battery consumption. If you think your fully charged phone on low battery will suffice, no need to bring one. Otherwise, it will weigh your bag. If you're staying for 12 hours there, bring one with a larger mAh. 
• Plan a rendezvous point with your friends. There's going to be a lot of people there. If your phone dies or you lose it somehow, and if by the scarcity of luck you lose your friends in the crowd too, at least you have a backup plan.
• If you're on prepaid, load up!
• Rest. Unlike concerts, music festivals, they go for hours. You don't have to see EVERYTHING. Pick your favorite sets and see those. Don't pressure yourself. If you're tired from jumping up and down, exit. Join the sit at the corner squad with your pals and share some french fries.
• Eat before drinking! Basic stuff.
• Sleep the night before. You need all the energy you can get.
• And say sorry if you bump into someone or you step into someone, I beg of you. Even if they don't care, or they didn't hear you. Apologize anyway.
• Dance your heart off. Shuffle or not, it doesn't matter. Enjoy the music!
• You could bring: a fan because you're going to sweat to death. But bring the foldable one so it's more compact. And a mat if it's outdoors.
• You could bring: inflatables. They're fun. Especially those you can sit on.
• And lastly... let loose and have fun!

DON'T'S

• Don't bring outside food and drink. 
• Don't bring anything flammable like perfume or alcohol.
• Don't bring cigarette packs unsealed. That can be questionable. On top of that lighters aren't allowed. Don't worry you can buy cigarette inside, only 10x more expensive (except on rare occasions when they're not).
• Don't film the whole show. Film snippets that's alright.
• Don't bring pens and monopods.
• Don't bring big cameras.
• Don't wear spiked and studded belt and bracelets.
• Don't come on time. If you're a first timer, please don't come on time. Nobody comes on time. It doesn't mean that doors open at specific time that you have to be there. Mostly, music festivals don't allow reentry.
• Don't bring unnecessary stuff inside.
• Don't forget your ticket.
• Don't judge people. Like I said, people at music festivals DGAF. And it's one of the best things at it. People can be weird but that's fine. You can be weird too. Nobody cares. You shouldn't do too.

RANDOM TIPS:

Again do your research. Some post their venue maps. Familiarize yourself with it. Know where the restrooms are, the mosh pit, the smoking area, the side activities, and the food stalls.

If they don't post it, then right when you get there, survey the place yourself.

What I do afterwards is I buy water, even if I'm not thirsty yet. I had an experience before when they actually ran out of water. It was bad, and I doubt it will happen again. But just to be sure, buy water beforehand. This way, you can also avoid the long cue. Buy it lukewarm so you can put it in your bag and stuff wouldn't get wet. Also when you find yourself thirsty while you're on the crowd (but wouldn't want to leave), you can drink right then and there.

I recommend this. Eat before you get inside. Food will be expensive, so pack up.

Take photos with your friends while you're all still fresh. Trust me, you'll forget about the artsy photos midway.

Cheers,

Contact details: lilahgran@gmail.com

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#IWASTHERE: Chroma 2.0

So here's how Chroma 2017 went down:

I wasn't really planning on getting there. To me, Chroma was just another music festival I could miss. I didn't really pay attention until a friend of mine asked if I was going. Being my Filipino self, I said I'll think about it. 

Fast forward to about a couple months later, Facebook slapped me int the face with Chroma's amazing lineup. Jonas Blue was among their guests. That automatically changed the game. 

I found out about Jonas Blue when Perfect Strangers rose to fame. And then Fast Car, and lately, By Your Side. I found myself anticipating new songs from the guy. 

So finally, I packed up my courage and invited my friends. Surprisingly, they were down for it. We waited until a couple weeks later for the Buy 2 Get 1 ticket promo. 

Chroma was in the same week as Coldplay so the hype was real. The last time I was at an outdoor (legit) music festival was at Closeup Forever Summer. I almost forgot how it was like: CRAZY (but so much fun).

Road to ULTRA was nothing compared to Chroma Music Festival. But that's another thought.

I left the house early because I was worried about parking. I always hated that kind of inconvenience. I was willing to wait for my friends for hours for it. I arrived around 3pm and my friends arrived around 5:30? They were supposed to be there 4:30 for the powder toss but it's fine I expected worse. 

Commercial was the earthquake that struck while I was in my car waiting. I thought I was just making it up but apparently not. The car was literally moving. Thank goodness it was way calmer than the one in the epicenter (wish everybody's safe there).

Time went by so fast, I barely felt it.

When my friends arrived we didn't get in as quickly. I decided to eat at Army Navy because I'm expecting golden priced food and beverage in the venue. Around 6:30pm, we decided it's time to get real. The entrance took a lot longer than normally. VIPs were segregated from the Gen Ad, but it was still taking time. I suppose security at music festivals has since gone stricter since people died at the 2016 Closeup Forever Summer. It was my first time being instructed to put down my bag at a mat so the dog can sniff on it. I haven't heard of such security measure, so I admit I kind of find it absurd. 

Chroma is definitely priced lower than most music festivals. A VIP ticket cost only Php1,500. Imagine that. You get 4 free bottles of Tanduay Ice, two powders, and a free T-Shirt! The perks was definitely worth it. Circuit Makati was spacious. Compare to the Mall of Asia Concert Grounds, Circuit Makati is bigger and wider. 

There is one thing Chroma is widely known for: the powder toss! But what I didn't expect was the awful smell it came with. To me it smelled like wood and chemicals. Combine that with sweat and heat, oh boy. 

When we arrived, Rave Radio was on stage. VIPs had access to the mosh pit but they're also free to roam around (except for the VIP tables). We joined the pit for like an hour before we got hungry. 

This is what I remember vividly. Around 9:30pm, we were seated right next to the food stalls, bidding our time. We were discussing who was going to end the show and we decided it's probably Jonas Blue because he's the most commercially known International DJ on the list (Although I was also looking forward to seeing Dyro and HeadHunterZ). And then all of a sudden, By Your Side started playing on stage. Everybody went frantic including me and my friends. It all happened so fast. I grabbed my phone and powerbank and tossed it in my bag, then ran for the pit. I remember I was holding my bag wrong but I didn't care. I just ran. And everybody was doing the same. It was crazy fun. Such adrenaline rush. It was long before I realized my friend and I could lose each other in the crowd. I found her running towards me and I pulled her to the VIP entrance. While this is happening, I remember my lace was untied. I told her about it and we stopped for a second, just enough time to grab my shoelace. I was practically tying my lace while hopping (a combination of walking and running). We got in in just the right time and we found a good spot. It was crazy filthy fun! We stayed the whole set and although it was the most eeky sensation being in the crowd literally swimming with colored powder that smelled like hell, drenched in sweat that could or could be yours, and gulping for air in between beatdrops, we simply didn't care. We danced like there's no tomorrow, screamed like there's no tomorrow, and jumped around like fools like there's no tomorrow. He played his hit songs but he also played us a new song (coming next month he said). His set ended around past 10:30 and our legs were sore. We preceded to the girls lavatory to clean up and thank goodness I decided to bring a towel. 

We could have stayed longer but right then and there we decided to leave. Jonas Blue was our main and since he came out early, we're good. 

We spent time at the parking lot just reminiscing because that's how we roll. It appears we have our own version of the Fun Run and it was funny as hell.

I got home past 12mn still laughing about it. 

I vlogged about it too!

Cheers,

Contact details: lilahgran@gmail.com

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#IWASTHERE: Coldplay

I'm starting a new series. 

It's called "I Was There" to mask any post concert syndrome or PCD.

I love going to concerts or music festivals, or any stage performance at that.

So here's how Coldplay went down:

I didn't really know who Coldplay was until Paris Jackson kept talking about it on Twitter some years back. Curiosity got the best of me so I downloaded their top hits. I was awed. No wonder people call them "the greatest band".

And then MMI announced that Coldplay was playing here (in the Philippines). I couldn't be more thrilled. My friend and I originally planned for the Gold/Silver section. I had school that day so she had to buy the tickets for us. She was on cue for hours! Apparently the ticketing system crashed because people swarmed SM Malls across the Islands. The more she reached the counter the more tickets sold out until we were left with only Gen Ad. Desperate to attend, my friend and I grabbed the tickets. 

This was before the second semester kicked in.

Getting closer to the day wasn't as exciting. I was anxious. Perhaps I've even entertained the idea of giving it up because I had classes the next day. Unlike the previous semester, my Wednesdays are a bloodbath. But I held on. I couldn't disappoint a friend. It was her first time at a concert so she was really looking forward to it, given that she's more a fan than I am. 

Came the day and I left the school past 7:30pm because out of all the days, my professor decided to overtime.

I rushed to the venue like I was some superhero. Traffic wasn't joking. My Grab had to drop me of blocks away from Coldplay. Luckily, I wasn't alone. Together with other concert-goers, I walked-ran to the Concert Grounds at Mall of Asia.

I met with my friend and we entered the venue. The show started past 9pm (I got there 8:30) with the song Yellow. Everybody was electrified.

We were far towards the back but it was still worth it. I can barely see the stage but the crowd was just as lit. People knew every lyric and they weren't holding back. Chris Martin's voice didn't screw away from the original track. Their energy was unbeatable. 

The show ended before 12mn (quite short for most shows I believe) but then I realized it was a one act concert. I guess I was so used to music festivals that I expected to be home quite late. After the show, I was so hungry that I dragged my friend to Jollibee. 

Honestly, I really thought I'd be home before 1am. But this is were the problem arose. 

Traffic was still insane. I believe, if I'm not mistaken, there were 50,000 attendees there. Imagine all those people trying to leave the place all at the same time. Globe's data connection was failing miserably. Uber and Grab won't even load up. My friend and I decided to walk around to see if other locations would help with our data connection. Before we knew it was almost 1am and we still couldn't book a ride. That's when we decided to hail a "regular" taxi, but also to no avail. Regular taxi drivers are sick to the brains. They were either A) ignoring us or B) saying no to us. 

My friend decided to take her chance at a bus so we parted ways.

I was left there being turned down by taxis and still unable to book a ride. This is where it got worse: my battery percentage. I was down to 20%. My heart was racing. My house was literally 15 minutes away from Mall of Asia but I couldn't retreat there because my smart self decided to keep my Dad out of the loop. I was trying to avoid pointless interrogation there. As far as he's concerned, I'm at my dormitory.

I started to panic. I still needed to sleep because I knew I need to study for the next class. My mind searched for other clever (or stupid) ideas until it reached one. Clever (or stupid) put inefficient. I made my way to the nearest hotel (which was Conrads) and was legitimately asking for an available room. Thankfully, they were fully booked.

I panicked even more. I walked from Conrads to Mall of Asia Arena hopeful that walking around would at least calm my nerves, and also bring me to more clever (or stupid) ideas. 

Finally, I decided to try Grab once again. It loaded up but it still won't book me a ride. My battery was down to 13% at this point. My brightness was down to the minimum. Thank goodness I tried Uber next because it finally booked me a ride! 

My relief was beyond comprehension. It was almost 2am, at 12%. But who cares, I am getting home! My Uber driver was coming from NAIAX (which was a bit far) but who was I to complain? I was just worried he'd get to me too late (drained battery). I was praying to the Lords of all religion that my phone won't die on me before he gets to the pick up spot. I was completely alone, seated at the pavement of Mall of Asia Arena. Traffic has subsided.

He got to me at 9% but he got to me nonetheless. My Uber driver was friendly enough to ask how the concert was like and what time did it start. Apparently, he dropped a client there from the airport. We had a little chat and before I know it, I was already at my dormitory.

I volunteered to recite the next day.

It was definitely worth it.

Cheers,

Contact details: lilahgran@gmail.com

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#IWASTHERE: I went to a concert alone

I never actually thought I'd end up doing what I just did. I saw a freaking concert... ALONE. Yes, I saw David Guetta by myself. This is what happened.

I was supposed to get VIP passes for Guetta. All was set and so was my date. Unfortunately by some bizarre change of events, I ended up losing the passes. I had accepted my fate and was okay with not seeing David Guetta that night.

My blockmates and I, instead, attempted to finish our due paper for later this month. We met on the same day, and coincidently near the same area. We finished around 6pm, had dinner, and was done and ready to leave at 8pm. 

I wasn't familiar with the area, so I decided to walk around before going home. My feet took me  to Araneta Coliseum. Upon seeing the ticket booth, my adrenaline took ever. The next thing I knew, I was entering the concert avenue, alone, spontaneous, and with a super heavy luggage (Hi laptop and books!). I wanted to get the VIP ticket but I had some concerns. No.1: It would be awkward standing alone in the crowd. No.2: My backpack. So I bought the Patron instead, so I was given a seat. 

The opening acts took two hours long, and Guetta appeared on stage around 12mn. I was waiting for him the whole time since 8pm! At first I was shy. I was worried that people were thinking how lonely I must be to go alone. It wasn't until an old man sat behind me (he was alone too), that I felt a little better. I guess it's his thing to go alone, or maybe he's just a die hard fan.

By the time Guetta was onstage, it was beyond expectations. His set was lit and it didn't become awkward at all. Basically, the Patron people crowded during Guetta's set, so being alone didn't seem too obvious. The lights were all turned off so no one can see my face. I thought I'd be seated the whole time, but I was able to dance along, pump my fist, and scream without reservations. It was so much fun because I didn't have to worry about anyone else. I didn't feel the need to smoke or drink. I was just there enjoying pure music.

I'd definitely do it again!

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#IWASTHERE: PRE-ULTRA FRUSTRATION

Okay. Let me explain how this goes. Actually, this happened yesterday, but I needed the time to cool down before I write this or else I might sued for libel. 

Everybody knows I'm going to this year's Road To Ultra, mainly because HARDWELL is playing. And he is actually my favorite DJ. A little backtrack, about a year ago, HARDWELL was supposed to showcase in Manila but unfortunately, such event was cancelled. 

And then the lineup for Road To Ultra was announced about a few months back and upon seeing HARDWELL on the list, I've conditioned myself that I'm going.

I am at Law School. I became too lazy to dress up, hit the mall, and buy the tickets on an actual stall. I met this girl recently, a promoter, who offered me tickets for a discounted price. Of course, I went with her. I gave her my word verbally that I will be getting the tickets. Okay, well I'm not that stupid to just buy tickets without knowing the perks. So I went to the official website and did a little research about the GA and the PGA tickets. I found out that the PGA does cueing a little bit convenient, but other than that, there's not much of a difference. Since most of my friends are going with the cheapest ticket, I decided to go for the same. It's been a while since I bought a ticket less than VIP, but I decided to commit to my GA because music festivals is all about dancing anyway. So obviously there is a share on the dancefloor. I've been to a few raves to now be comfortable buying a non VIP ticket. I was okay with my GA. And I looked forward to it.

But then this announcement came up.

Yeah, okay. I mean, it is pretty upsetting. Outdoor is just more fun than indoor. But hell yeah, it doesn't matter. I understood whatever reason they must have for the change in venue. I went on with my life.

And then yesterday, I allowed myself to get a little bit excited and stop by a couple pages. One of these pages was Ovations Productions, the organization involved in coming up with this event. And then I saw this.

And that's when it hit me. Since the change in venue, will I get problems with my ticket? The only reason I was okay with my GA is because the venue is an open space. But the transfer to the Arena made me realize the seats. I've been to The Chainsmokers show held at MOA-Arena last August so I was a witness of the people at the Lower Box section. It just wasn't fun. I started to panic. I absolutely regretted getting the GA. And I thought, what can I do? I don't want the fucking seats. It's just unfair. I mean, given that the people who bought the Lower Box ticket at The Chainsmokers were well aware of what they're getting into. But seriously, this time... I HAD NO FUCKING IDEA. I felt played. It just felt wrong. And this is where it gets worse.

My initial thought is to do the upgrade. But just my luck, last day of the upgrade was yesterday. Now you might remember, yesterday was also the first time I've heard of it. I thought you know what, even though I'm studying for my Midterms exam for law school, I should fix this. The problem is, I didn't just get my ticket from the booth or wherever. I got it from a promoter, so I can't just do the upgrade at the SM Cinema or the Ticket Booth, so what I did was I messaged my promoter (who by the way didn't let me informed of this change). I seriously had no idea of this issue.

Damn I even messaged Ovations Productions on Facebook, hoping I'd get help. But wow, just wow. It's been a day and they didn't even read my message. Gosh, I feel so betrayed. 

And then this happened, my promoter replied and told me that the ticket that she got were the new ones, the non-upgradable. And I was just freaking out!!!

I even asked her for a refund, but that one didn't go to well. 

So now I'm just stuck on this seat at the top of the arena, away from the dancefloor, with friends I've tagged along, disappointed just the same, not having a choice but to deal with it. Seriously, if Hardwell wasn't involved in this, I'd just skip it. Yeah, I'm good at that, bailing + wasting money. But goodness I was so mad I want to rebel (very childish I know). 

I mean, I just had too much stress with this Ultra ordeal from the start. First, two of my friends asked me to buy the tickets for them and then bail on me because we have this Criminal Law Midterms on Monday (which by the way I'm completely disregarding), which in a way is understandable but I'm just annoyed. Then I have this friend who said she's going, but bailed on me too, which I also understand because it's her money, and if she doesn't wanna spend I'm okay with it. But my goodness, why couldn't she just say that from the freaking start!! I even offered to pay for the ticket but her conscience won't let her. So okay, I'm okay with that too. And then I offered her again, because I already have the tickets telling her it's been done, and also explaining the whole ordeal, making her now want to come because she'd rather not go if she couldn't get to the dancefloor.

And I'm just... like. WTF!

Thanks for the company friend! Okay, okay. Calm down, she'll be paying for the same amount still. But I mean, isn't the company worthwhile? GAWWWWWD. I went with the cheapest ticket for you in the first place my goodness. But I'm stuck with this because I have people to disappoint if I back out, and you're just like there probably tweeting something like "Wish I was there".

You don't know how to deal with the real world, darling. My connections, they're not friends. I feed them, they feed me. I need not anger them, like you did to me. But it's okay because we're friends. Ughhhhh so anger me more baby

FUCKING ANNOYING. THIS IS JUST FUCKED UP.

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#IWASTHERE: MY REACTION: 4 ppl died at Closeup Forever Summer

I need to address this matter because it is getting on my nerves.

Ya'll probably heard by now.
4 people died last night at Closeup Forever Summer.

Coincidently, I was there.
I didn't look death in the eye, but I certainly felt its presence.
It was strong, but I didn't bother.
After all, it didn't come for me.

Of course, given that 4 PEOPLE DID DIE,
People reacted,
Or overreacted.

Well, at least the people around me.

I received four kinds of reactions from people today.

There was the "You were there, right? Are you alive?"
There was the "You shouldn't have come! It could have been you!"
There was the "OMG did you see anything while you there?"
And finally there was the "You should have come home early."

Let me react on their reactions here, because I'm trying to avoid debates.

1.) Yes, I was there. Yes, I am alive. Cheers to the sense of humor, rock on!

We should be close otherwise your comment is offensive.

2.) The key word there is "could". I could have died? That fear of 'could', 'maybe', and 'ifs' is so old school. Would I let that dictate my life? Should I let an uncertainty define me?

"The world could end tomorrow, so why live?" Is that the point of thinking I should entertain? "You could get heartbroken, so why fall in love?"

What if I find happiness tomorrow, should I not pursue it?
What if I find the right person, should I not go for it?

Remember, it's a probability.

What if I get the best night of my life, should I not attend?
Just because I could die?
So I'd rather regret not seeing Dimitri Vegas and Like Mike?
Tell me, would I rather do nothing?
"At least I am alive."
Should I think that way?
Ang babaw.
I think you should get out more, sweetheart.
If you take "alive" literally that way.

Tell me,
But if I survive, wouldn't that be momentous?
I think it's very exciting, to share the same zip code as death, but survive it.
It means I am not only living, but I am surviving.

After all, it's always a good story to tell.

Death is always a threat. Not just in a music festival, idiot.
Safety is not absolute.
There is no such thing as being safe.
So, if we let danger maneuver,
What's the point of all of this?

We should just all die.
There is peace there.
Rest in peace.

3.) No I did not see anything, because I don't care. I came for the music, not you. I didn't notice, because it is not my prerogative. I am strong believer of individualism. I am very open-minded. I have so much respect for people and their opinions. I have never judged anyone by the way people dress, or act, or choose to act, or their language and habits. I hated them, but I never judged them. After all, it's their life, why would I care? Dye your hair purple, I couldn't care less. Get body tatted, I don't care. If you can rock it, live it. If they choose to die, let them die. If they do drugs, that's their choice. But my choice is mine, just like yours is yours.

And by the way, have some respect! People died. That's nothing to get excited about.

4.) I think you do not understand what going-to-this-fest really means. Headliners mean headliners. Why go to a Dimitri Vegas and Like Mike headlined event if you're not seeing them after all? And why would an idiot event organizer put them on firsthand? Of course, they're closing the show. As they say, "Save the best for last."

You're not supposed to enjoy all the sets, hello. Good for you if you did. But HELLO.

And what would leaving early do anyway?
Is danger less harmful before 12mn?
Does it have a curfew?

I just... don't get it.

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#IWASTHERE: Avril Lavigne: #BlackStarTour Reflection

#Throwback 

December, 2011

I don't remember the exact day I was told Avril Lavigne will include Philippines for her Black Star Tour. What I do remember though, is seeing "Tim Yap" tweet about it. It was only just a rumor then. Maybe the confirmation settled itself as months pass by, you know with promotions and stuff. At this point, I say December, I was very excited. I mean, so excited I'm sure of buying "Patron". I marked February 16, 2012 at that instant, prior to the calendar itself, since 2012 hasn't arrived yet. I remember telling my Mom about it, and my Dad, of course. There was a few conflicts but they settled with a shaky 'YES'. So then, I made myself believe everything will go as planned.

January, 2012

I began to have doubts. I still don't have the money. And everytime I open the topic to my parents, its either they ignore or avoid. I started asking myself the famous twitter question, 'What's Happening?'. Due to my constant approach, they finally confessed, leading to my pain and disappointment. I remember one specific night I couldn't sleep. It bugged me in nightmares. It was a lot of stress. They pushed the idea of me giving up on it and me desperately needing a companion. At that moment, I can only think of one person, well maybe two or three: MY FRIENDS.

February, 2012

I did not give up. Well, that's not precisely true. Of course, there was that point I almost gave up. But my friends insisted for me to go, reviving the hope I lost along my parents' words. So...

February 16, 2012

I woke up numbed. There was not a sign of excitement, nor relief in me. Instead, there was worry and guilt. And just as we got there, at Araneta Coliseum, that excitement bagan to rise up, pushing away my worries. Its the work of light overcoming darkness. Its the miracle of God over human doubts. Its Avril Lavigne over possible regret.

The Big Dome was something I haven't seen before, or been in to. It was way different than MOA's Concert Grounds where I've been once, when Paramore stopped by back in 2009 for a show. It was much bigger, improved, and professional.

OPENING ACT

Someday Dream opened for the show. I couldn't say much about their performance, since I'm neither a fan or hater. Honestly, I didn't know they existed until few days prior. Although I know ONE song, 'Hey Daydreamer'. Maybe if the lights were off, and the speakers were in condition, I could have at least enjoyed good music. But I think the production 'used' them as a sound check.

BLACK STAR

Lights turned off before us and what's only visible is the glow sticks, like stars in outer space. And soon, the stage lit up, and Black Star began to play. Of course, what's a Black Star without the actual 'STAR'? Avril Lavigne rocked her new hair with her Abbey Dawn 'Smile' inspired top with black super tight pants and boots (I am not sure with the boots, though). She was holding a green star that lights up, and she held it tight as she sings the very few lyrics from her song, Black Star. At this point, my heartbeat paced up. I think I even bruised my seatmate's arm. I had a tight grip. I don't think he minds though, he knew very well I've been waiting for this day since Avril's last visit in the Philippines back in 2008.

WHAT THE HELL

Right now, glancing back, I don't remember much from What The Hell, except for I was seated while singing along. Do you know the downside in a seated concert? You're supposed to seat. And how are you supposed to rock while seated? Really, they should re-figure that out.

SK8ER BOI

This time, I stood up. Thank Avril she asked us to jump. Since, I think no one can jump while seated, almost everyone went along with the jumping. I looked around me. Some are seated still, some were standing but looking very awkward. Its a good thing my friends and I know how to enjoy a concert. So we raised our hands, jumped and sang.

HE WASN'T

He Wasn't is one of my favorite performances, not entirely because of the performance itself, but because of the little game we played along with Avril during the Intro. She asked us make noises or scream lyrics (Not so sure. I cannot remember for some reason), then lie low, then again, and lie low. Until we got used to the pattern, it went on. The funny part is, we got so used to it that we anticipated it. And when Avril asked us to lie low, we did, then afterwards, we 'almost' made noises even without her gesture. That time, we laughed. I know I did. Even Avril cackled.

I ALWAYS GET WHAT I WANT

This track wasn't released except for the UK Edition of Under My Skin, which has it with as the 13th song. Its almost as if its a B-Side, and not all people knew about it. But I do, being a huge fan and all. At this time, I can only hear a few sing along, including me. And I feel as if my other seatmate got irritated. But she didn't say a word, so I didn't stop.

ALICE

Same with this song, only few knew about it. I sang along a few lines, but I let myself rather enjoy Avril Lavigne as she sings the high notes, taking this time to catch my breath, and actually... reflect. There was a point during the concert that I closed my eyes and smiled. It could be at this part, or not.

When You're Gone

This is a very famous song among Filipinos, so almost everyone sang along.

Wish You Were Here

This is also one of my favorite performances, mainly because I believe we were standing up at this point, singing along Avril. Since this is also a famous song, everyone sang along.

Girlfriend

Hmm... Can't remember much for this one. I know I sang along though. XD

Airplanes + My Happy Ending

Avril did a cover for this song of B.O.B. ft. Hayley Williams. And as she sang, I can't help but wonder if she's going to do rap. That would be epic. But she didn't, instead, the music continued to My Happy Ending.

Don't Tell Me

Don't have anything to say for this one. :))

Smile

Since Smile is a difficult song to sing to, I didn't sing along for the whole thing. I remember feeling so proud at this point. Why wouldn't I be?

I'm With You

One of my favorites. Almost everyone knew the lyrics, so its more fun to sing along. I love the part when Avril let the audience sing, with her band lying sort of low, to hear our voices. It was magical. These are the exact words:

"It's a damn cold night. Tryin' to figure out this life. Won't you take me by the hand, take me somewhere new... I don't know who you are by now." (x3)

BREAK

At this point, I think some thought the show wrapped up. But being familiar with the setlist, I know it wasn't. So when the crowd cheered "WE WANT AVRIL", blood rushed in on my veins, giving life to my pounding heart. Some even stomped their feet. A scene flashed before me as I hear "We will, we will, ROCK YOU" in my mind. That was witty.

I Love You

Finally, Avril came back on stage. I Love You is a song from Goodbye Lullaby, but it wasn't released as a single. Since I own the album, and I actually listen to it, I know somewhat its lyrics. This time I'm sure I was the only one singing along.

Complicated

Its the final song for the night. This is also one of my favorites. I didn't thought singing,

"And you fall, and you crawl, and you break, and you take what you get and you turn it into... Honestly, you promised me, I'm never gonna find you fake it... No no no."

It was that fun. Now I know everytime I will listen back to this song, I will imagine myself singing along with those people at Araneta-Coliseum for Avril. Oh and mind to say, she cart-wheeled for us before leaving the stage. I think that counts for something.

LEAVING THE VENUE

My Dad arrived 30 minutes early to pick us up. And I thought exiting would be difficult for us, but thankfully it wasn't. All I can remember is a vivid glimpse of my friends at the back of the car, sleeping or pretending to, while I held in my hand, the stick that glows green, and the smile on my face I knew would last for a while.

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